Imposter Syndrome, Politics and Sensuality, Dr. Jay Michaelson

Apr 10, 2019 Episode Page ↗
Overview

Jay Michaelson, author, rabbi, and Chief Editor of Wisdom Content at 10% Happier, explores mindful parenting, his "meditative imposter syndrome," the overlap of politics and spirituality, and meditation's role in enriching sensuality and the species' future.

At a Glance
41 Insights
1h 22m Duration
13 Topics
5 Concepts

Deep Dive Analysis

Parenting and Mindfulness Practice

The 'Unoriginality' and Joys of Parenthood

Parental Fear and Meditative Awareness

Jay Michaelson's Meditative Imposter Syndrome

Authenticity and the 'Fake Normal Person' Feeling

Balancing Spiritual Depth with Worldly Engagement

The Overlap of Politics and Spirituality

Meditation's Role in Navigating Political Toxicity

Meditation and Sensuality: A Deeper Experience

Jay's Role at 10% Happier: Expanding Wisdom Content

Contemplative Practice and the Future of Humanity

Dealing with Post-Meditation Fatigue

Understanding Buddhism Without Beliefs

Propuncia

This ancient Indian language word describes the mental process where a small data point in the present moment triggers the creation of elaborate, often negative, 'movies' or imagined scenarios about awful future events. It refers to the mind's tendency to spin out phantasmagoric narratives from minor occurrences.

Meditative Imposter Syndrome

This refers to the feeling of being a fraud as a meditation teacher because one still experiences anger, pain, or self-doubt, questioning one's authority to give advice. It can also manifest as feeling like a 'fake normal person' when one's most authentic self resonates with more intense or unconventional spiritual experiences.

Accurate Disagreement

This approach to political discourse, advocated by groups like Better Angels, focuses on achieving precision about facts and what is actually happening, rather than trying to change minds. The goal is to understand the other side's assumptions and demand accuracy on data points, costs, and benefits of policies.

Moral Disgust (Neurological Basis)

Neuroscience suggests that the parts of our brain registering moral disgust are the same as those registering physical disgust. This means that encountering morally repellent ideas can trigger a visceral, almost physical, reaction akin to seeing something physically repulsive like rotten meat.

Buddhism Without Beliefs

This perspective views Buddhism not as a faith or religion requiring belief in specific dogmas (like God or creation myths), but as a practical system for understanding the mind and its workings. It emphasizes personal investigation and experience over blind faith, aligning with a skeptical, scientific approach.

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What is it like to be a meditation teacher with a new baby?

It's both amazing and tiring, with many opportunities for disagreement and stress, but also overwhelming love. Mindfulness helps navigate the anger and fear that arise, making it easier to see conditions for emotions rather than blaming individuals.

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Does having a child make you feel connected to the larger human experience?

Yes, it serves as a connector. Being an older parent also helps reduce FOMO, making it easier to appreciate mundane moments with the child as the best possible use of time.

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How does meditation help with the constant parental fears and anxieties?

Meditative self-awareness helps in being conscious of neurotic thoughts and fears, preventing them from being projected onto the child. While it might make one more aware of the pain, it's ultimately better for the child as the neurosis is not acted upon.

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What is 'meditative imposter syndrome' for a teacher?

It's the feeling of being a fraud when teaching meditation, despite personal progress, because one still experiences anger, pain, or self-doubt. It also involves feeling like a 'fake normal person' when one's true authentic self resonates with more unconventional spiritual experiences.

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How can one navigate the current angry and fact-disputed political climate sanely?

It requires self-awareness of one's own biases and emotional responses, like moral disgust. Engaging in 'accurate disagreement' (focusing on facts rather than changing minds) and showing up as a human being can help bridge divides, as seen in the LGBT rights movement.

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Is it naive to think meditation can help in today's toxic political environment?

No, it's not naive. Meditation can help by fostering '10% less engagement in an unskillful way,' building resilience against burnout, and enabling self-care, which allows individuals to show up for those who lack the privilege to unplug.

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How does meditation affect sensuality and broader life experiences?

Meditation can significantly enrich one's sensual life, leading to more awakened and aware experiences not just in sex and relationships, but also in appreciating music, art, and even food with greater delight and presence.

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How does Dan Harris view Buddhism, and is it a faith or religion for him?

Dan views himself as a Buddhist, but not in the sense of a faith or religion requiring belief in a God or creation myths. For him, Buddhism is 'something to do'—a treasury of practical information about how the mind works, emphasizing personal investigation over blind belief.

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What resources are recommended for someone interested in learning more about Buddhism from a skeptical perspective?

Two recommended books are 'Buddhism Without Beliefs' by Stephen Batchelor and 'Why Buddhism is True' by Robert Wright. Both offer an introduction to Buddhism from a skeptical, scientific, and practical standpoint.

1. Integrate Practice with Worldly Life

Actively seek ways to integrate serious contemplative practice with the demands and responsibilities of living in the world, allowing the interplay to be constantly new and evolving.

2. Embrace Skepticism in Buddhism

Maintain a skeptical approach to Buddhist concepts, as the Buddha himself encouraged personal investigation rather than blind faith, especially regarding metaphysical claims.

3. Practice Buddhism as “Doing”

Approach Buddhism as a practical “doing” rather than a system of beliefs, aligning with the Buddha’s encouragement to “check it out for yourself” rather than blindly believing.

4. Engage in Contemplative Practices for Species’ Survival

Dedicate energy to contemplative practices like meditation, viewing them as crucial tools to diminish root causes of greed, hatred, delusion, ignorance, and fear, thereby contributing to the long-term viability of the species.

5. Remember Impermanence

Recall the principle of impermanence, recognizing that whatever difficult experience or emotion you are currently facing will eventually pass.

6. Mindfully Investigate Urges

If you decide that an urge (like to veg out) is not the right move, mindfully investigate its arising, along with any fatigue or frustration, to observe that it will pass.

7. Cultivate Empathy for Politics

Wake up to more empathy, as this practice can lead to positive political consequences and make it harder to ignore oppression.

8. Use Mindfulness for Tactical Responses

Cultivate mindfulness to create “spaciousness in the mind” during stressful interactions, enabling you to respond tactically and compassionately rather than react impulsively.

9. Prioritize Self-Care for Activism

Engage in self-care and maintenance practices to recharge, which is necessary for sustained activist work and responsible engagement in the world.

10. Practice Self-Care for Others

If you have the privilege of being able to “unplug” or practice self-care, use this opportunity responsibly to maintain your well-being so you can better support those who lack such luxuries.

11. Regulate News/Social Media Exposure

Consciously regulate your exposure to news and social media, knowing when not to click, to maintain health and sanity, which enables you to better support those without that luxury.

12. Engage in Cross-Political Conversations

Engage in conversations with people holding opposing political views, aiming for “accurate disagreement” rather than trying to change their minds.

13. Foster Human Connection in Debates

Focus on fostering human connection and understanding people’s humanity, as this is often more effective in shifting perspectives than presenting facts alone.

14. Check Self-Interest in Politics

Regularly examine how personal interests and desires might create blindness or make it harder to hold certain political views, especially when advocating for policies that benefit oneself.

15. Be Aware of Your Neuroses

Cultivate awareness of your own neuroses and anxieties, as this self-awareness can prevent them from negatively impacting your children.

16. Observe Mental “Propuncia”

Recognize and observe the “phantasmagoric movies” your mind creates from present-moment data points, which often project awful future scenarios, especially as a parent.

17. Take Time Out When Angry

When anger or intense frustration arises, especially with children, take a moment to step away and take time out before reacting.

18. Practice Self-Care as a Parent

Engage in self-care or mindfulness practices as a parent to better navigate the many opportunities for disagreement and stress that arise in the parenting journey.

19. See Anger as Conditions

When anger arises, view it as a “hurricane” created by conditions, rather than a fixed entity, and “get out of the way” to prevent escalation.

20. Cherish Every Moment with Children

Actively cherish and enjoy every moment with your children, as this common advice is genuinely valuable and time with them passes quickly.

21. Teach Kids Awareness, Not Formal Mindfulness

Focus on teaching children to be aware, awake, mindful, present-moment focused, and aware of their emotions, rather than formal mindfulness practices.

22. Enrich Sensual Life with Meditation

Practice meditation to become more awake, aware, and mindful, which can lead to a richer sensual life, including better relationships, intimacy, delight in music, art, and food.

23. Practice Eating Meditation

Engage in eating meditation to fully experience and appreciate each bite of a meal, enhancing delight in food.

24. Acknowledge Growth in Practice

When feeling like an “imposter” in a practice like meditation, acknowledge your personal growth and progress from where you started, recognizing its value to others.

25. Don’t Claim Full Enlightenment

Avoid claiming full enlightenment, as being “still on the path” can be a valuable and relatable quality for those you teach or influence.

26. Reduce Unskillful Engagement by 10%

Strive for at least 10% less unskillful engagement in arguments and conflicts, as even small improvements in response can lead to better outcomes.

27. Observe Compulsive Consumption

Use meditation to develop the ability to recognize when you’re engaging in unconstructive, compulsive consumption of social media or entertainment, and then adjust your behavior.

28. Allow Entertainment Post-Meditation

It’s perfectly fine to watch Netflix or engage in other forms of entertainment after meditating; being a meditator doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy leisure.

29. Engage with Practice’s Intellectual Side

Connect with the intellectual infrastructure of your meditation practice to stay engaged and find inspiration, especially when sitting feels “dumb” or repetitive.

30. Work for Future Generations

Engage in work or practices whose full benefits may not be realized in your lifetime, with the hope that future generations will reap the rewards, like an old man planting a tree for his grandson.

31. Embrace and Affirm Sadness

Move beyond a clinical approach to negative emotions by lyrically embracing and profoundly affirming the sadness experienced daily when attuned to life’s ups and downs.

32. Live Fully Before Parenthood

Live a full life before becoming a parent to reduce FOMO and foster a greater appreciation for mundane moments with children, seeing them as the best possible use of time.

33. Avoid Exploiting Children for Content

Resist the temptation to turn your children into “material” for writing or content creation, as it can be liberating and allow for more pure presence.

34. Correct Misinformation in Your Circle

In your closed circle, correct misinformation (e.g., about immigrant crime rates) or challenge nasty memes, even if it’s just by noting it and not being okay with it.

35. Communicate Mindfulness Deeply

Strive to communicate the deeper, transformative benefits of contemplative practice in a way that is accessible to a wide audience, beyond just “chilling out.”

36. Read Intro to Buddhism Books

To learn more about Buddhism from a skeptical, practical perspective, read “Buddhism Without Beliefs” by Stephen Batchelor and “Why Buddhism is True” by Robert Wright.

37. Read Jay Michelson’s Books

Explore Jay Michelson’s books “Evolving Dharma” for insights on meditation and the next generation of enlightenment, and “Gate of Tears” for a lyrical embrace of everyday sadness and spiritual attunement.

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I actually have no idea how people become parents without some kind of self-care practice or some kind of mindfulness practice, whatever it is.

Jay Michaelson

Every single one of them, even the contradictory ones, they're all true about it. It's a, it's a very helpless feeling because you're stuck in a Hallmark card.

Dan Harris

I feel like I'm pretending to be an imposter, but I've wondered about it a lot.

Jay Michaelson

It's not something to believe in. It's something to do.

Dan Harris

I don't know, I really just don't know if on a species level we have what it takes, um, to coexist with our, with the technology that we've created.

Jay Michaelson

You may not see the results of your work in your lifetime.

Dan Harris
15 months
Jay Michaelson's daughter's age At the time of the podcast recording
4 years
Dan Harris's son's age At the time of the podcast recording
47 years
Jay Michaelson's age At the time of the podcast recording
Coming up on 10 years
Jay Michaelson's current relationship length Mentioned in context of his intensive practice phase
Over 10 years
Years Jay Michaelson worked professionally in the Jewish community Prior to his current roles
Several years
Years Jay Michaelson spent as a professional LGBT activist Prior to his current roles
Over 800,000
10% Happier app newsletter subscribers For 'Meditation Weekly' newsletter
Over 10%
10% Happier app newsletter open rate For 'Meditation Weekly' newsletter
1 billion
Projected number of climate refugees in 50 years Described as 'not inconceivable'
Over 70%
Percentage of evangelicals who believe the rapture will happen in their lifetime Mentioned as a parallel to climate change anxieties