This Episode Will Make You Stronger | Sister Dang Nghiem

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Overview

Sister Dang Nghiem, a Plum Village nun and disciple of Zen Master Thich Nhat Hanh, shares her extraordinary life story of profound loss and healing. She then guides listeners through the Five Strengths of Applied Zen Buddhism: trust, diligence, mindfulness, concentration, and insight, as powerful tools for cultivating inner peace and resilience.

At a Glance
30 Insights
59m 54s Duration
15 Topics
6 Concepts

Deep Dive Analysis

Sister D's Introduction and Extraordinary Background

Sister D's Early Life and Traumas

The Path to Becoming a Nun and Leaving Medicine

Meditation: Stopping and Deep Looking

Healing Trauma and Confronting Inner Demons

Interbeing and the Victim-Perpetrator Dynamic

The First Strength: Trust and Self-Care

Cultivating Trust Through Formal and Daily Mindfulness

The Second Strength: Right Diligence

Undoing Habitual Reactions (Fight, Flight, Freeze)

The Third Strength: Mindfulness as the Now Mind

The Fourth Strength: Concentration as Sustained Awareness

The Fifth Strength: Insight and Empathy

Applying the Five Strengths to Global Issues

The Broader Impact of Personal Practice

Interbeing

The Buddhist teaching that 'this is because that is,' meaning all phenomena are interconnected and interdependent. It implies that the victim and perpetrator are not separate entities but exist within each other, fostering empathy and understanding.

Meditation's Two Wings (Stopping & Deep Looking)

Stopping refers to halting the mind's tendency to wander to the past or future, anchoring it in the present. Deep Looking involves perceiving reality as it truly is, without the distortions of past trauma or future anxieties, enabling one to live deeply in the here and now.

Soulmate (Vietnamese 'Ghi')

In its literal Vietnamese meaning, 'Ghi' signifies one who remembers, knows, masters, and takes good care of oneself, including one's feelings, thoughts, and suffering. The spiritual path encourages individuals to cultivate this capacity to be their own soulmate.

Now Mind (Mindfulness)

Represented by the Chinese character 'Kim' (now) and 'Tam' (heart/mind), mindfulness is the state of having one's heart and mind fully present in the current moment. This allows for awareness of one's own internal states and those of others, enabling appropriate responses rather than reactive behaviors.

Concentration (Sustained Awareness)

This strength is the sustained application of mindfulness, akin to stringing together individual beads of awareness into a continuous necklace. It develops the capacity to focus deeply on a subject, providing the energy needed to pierce through superficial understanding and gain profound insight.

Right Diligence

This refers to the conscious and wise investment of one's time and energy into practices and activities that lead to understanding, empathy, healing, and personal transformation. It involves choosing to quiet the mind and address internal states rather than constantly seeking distraction.

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Why did Sister D transition from a medical career to becoming a Buddhist nun?

After experiencing profound personal losses and realizing that external success did not alleviate her deep-seated suffering and trauma, she sought a spiritual path. She found in mindfulness a concrete, scientific practice that offered hope for cultivating inner peace and healing her past.

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How does meditation help in healing past trauma and suffering?

Meditation, through 'stopping' the mind's habitual wandering and 'deep looking' at present reality, helps anchor the mind. This practice allows individuals to recognize that they are no longer victims of the past but capable of responding to situations from a place of present control, thereby transforming old neural pathways.

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What is the Buddhist concept of 'interbeing' and how does it relate to personal suffering?

Interbeing teaches that all things are interconnected ('this is because that is'), meaning that the victim and perpetrator are not entirely separate but exist within each other. This understanding helps release hatred and fosters empathy, transforming wrong views that perpetuate suffering.

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How can individuals cultivate trust in themselves after experiencing trauma and abandonment?

Trust is cultivated moment-to-moment by consistently returning to one's breath and body through mindfulness practices. This self-presence builds confidence in one's ability to care for oneself, tend to one's pain, and become one's own 'soulmate.'

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What is 'right diligence' in Zen Buddhism and how does it differ from ordinary busyness?

Right diligence means investing time and energy in practices that foster understanding, empathy, healing, and transformation, rather than merely occupying the mind with distractions. It involves consciously choosing to quiet the mind and address internal states, leading to proactive and effective responses.

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How do mindfulness and concentration work together to provide insight?

Mindfulness is being present and aware of the 'now mind,' recognizing what is happening. Concentration is the sustained application of this awareness, stringing together moments of mindfulness. This focused energy then allows one to 'pierce through' situations, leading to deep understanding and wisdom (insight).

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What is the broader societal impact of individual spiritual practice and healing?

When individuals cultivate inner peace, understanding, and compassion, they contribute to a more caring society. This personal transformation can prevent the repetition of negative historical patterns like war and foster better care for each other and the planet.

1. Practice “Stopping” and “Deep Looking”

Engage in meditation by practicing “stopping” to prevent the mind from dwelling on the past or future, and “deep looking” to perceive reality as it is and live deeply in the present moment.

2. Anchor Mind with Mindful Breathing

Practice mindful breathing by being aware of your in-breath and out-breath to anchor your mind in your body and the present moment, preventing it from wandering to the past or future.

3. Cultivate Self-Trust Through Breath

Actively cultivate self-trust by consistently returning your mind to your breath and body moment-to-moment, acknowledging and tending to whatever arises (pain, sadness) to demonstrate you can care for and love yourself.

4. Stop Running, Dwell Stably in Present

In daily life, consciously stop running from difficulties in your mind, speech, and actions; instead, dwell stably with clarity in the present moment to respond to situations as they are, rather than reacting as a victim of the past.

5. Tend Your Wounds Tenderly

Do not run away from or pretend difficulties, conflicts, or traumas don’t exist, as this allows the wound to fester; instead, tend to your suffering tenderly and lovingly for proper healing.

6. Actively Heal, Don’t Just Wait

Understand that time alone does not heal; actively engage in practices to care for your suffering, as merely reliving it over time can strengthen its hold and shape your identity.

7. Be Your Own Soulmate

Learn to remember, know, and master your own feelings, thoughts, and suffering, actively taking good care of yourself to become your own soulmate.

8. Reframe Past Victimhood in Present

By anchoring your mind in the present moment, recognize your current strength and agency, allowing you to see reality as it is and avoid reacting as a victim of past traumas.

9. Undo Negative Habits and Neural Pathways

Learn to consciously undo ingrained negative habits and neural pathways that cause self-suffering, such as self-harm or negative self-talk, to achieve freedom from past patterns.

10. Practice Formal Sitting Meditation

Engage in daily formal sitting meditation (e.g., 45 min morning, 30 min evening) by closing your eyes, sitting quietly, and focusing on your body, breath, and arising thoughts/feelings without distraction, listening to your inner self like a third person.

11. Practice Informal Daily Mindfulness

Integrate mindfulness throughout your day by being aware of your breath, body, and steps while driving, cooking, or working, preventing your mind from wandering and rehearsing negative thoughts.

12. Respond, Don’t React, to Triggers

When encountering people or situations that trigger negative thoughts, recognize the thought, then breathe, smile, and relax your body to respond appropriately rather than reacting through the lens of past experiences.

13. Practice Right Diligence

Invest your time and energy in activities that foster understanding, empathy, healing, and transformation, rather than merely consuming time with activities that yield little positive outcome.

14. Use Waiting Time for Inner Check-in

During moments of waiting (e.g., for a phone call), practice right diligence by closing your eyes or sitting quietly to check in with your body and quiet your mind, rather than automatically engaging with screens.

15. Address Strong Emotions Immediately

When strong emotions or negative views arise, practice right diligence by immediately taking care of them through mindful awareness, rather than letting them fester or take hold.

16. Consciously Choose Responses, Not Reactions

Practice diligence by recognizing how the past influences present thoughts, speech, and behavior, then consciously choose to breathe and respond thoughtfully (e.g., by not speaking, smiling, or rephrasing) instead of reacting habitually.

17. Undo Reactive Coping Mechanisms

Actively work to undo accumulated reactive coping mechanisms (fight, flight, freeze) by choosing to pause, breathe, and act intentionally in situations, recognizing that past responses may not be appropriate for the present.

18. Cultivate a “Now Mind”

Develop mindfulness by training your mind and heart to be fully present, aware of your own body, thoughts, and feelings, as well as those of others, to respond from the present moment rather than the past or future.

19. Practice Single-Tasking with Awareness

Counter the myth of multitasking by consciously focusing on one task at a time with full awareness, which prevents errors, regrets, and ensures genuine attentiveness to your actions.

20. Develop Sustained Awareness

Cultivate concentration by stringing together moments of mindfulness, gradually extending your sustained awareness on an object (like the breath) to deepen your focus over time.

21. Use Concentration for Deep Understanding

Apply sustained concentration to deeply examine past experiences or complex situations, allowing you to see the broader context and interconnectedness, thereby fostering empathy for all involved.

22. Cultivate Right View to Release Hatred

Develop insight and wisdom to burn away “wrong views” (e.g., self-blame, hatred towards others) that perpetuate suffering, thereby releasing hatred towards yourself and others and fostering love and compassion.

23. Apply Practices to Prevent Negative History

Utilize the five strengths (trust, right diligence, right mindfulness, right concentration, and insight) individually and collectively to stop, look deeply, and prevent the repetition of negative historical patterns, fostering better care for humanity and the planet.

24. Self-Care Enables Helping Others

Embrace a spiritual life and practices to first take care of your own suffering and cultivate inner peace, as this foundation enables you to effectively help others.

25. Address Suffering for True Happiness

Recognize that unaddressed suffering will persist and impede happiness; therefore, actively taking care of one’s suffering is crucial for genuine well-being.

26. Face Yourself to Avoid Repetition

Understand that avoiding your inner self means “wherever you go, there you are,” leading to the repetition and worsening of unaddressed suffering, as wounds do not heal themselves.

27. Allow Yourself to Heal

Recognize your inherent capacity to heal and actively choose to tend, dress, and heal your wounds rather than allowing them to fester through unmindful consumption or avoidance.

28. Daily Practices for Moment-to-Moment Healing

Engage in concrete daily practices such as mindful breathing, mindful walking, sitting meditation, and continuous awareness of thoughts and feelings to listen to and care for yourself, fostering moment-to-moment healing.

29. Pursue Spiritual Life for Peace

If seeking to cultivate lasting peace and live contentedly with oneself, consider pursuing a spiritual life, as mindfulness practices offer concrete and scientific methods for achieving this.

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Time alone doesn't heal us.

Sister D

I didn't see him as a demon. I didn't see him as something threatening. I just stood and looked at him.

Sister D

Wherever you go, there you are.

Sister D

Multitasking is a myth. Your brain cannot do two things at once.

Sister D

History repeats itself again and again, because we have not learned to stop and look deeply individually and collectively.

Sister D

Daily Mindfulness and Self-Care Practice

Sister D
  1. Engage in quiet sitting meditation for 45 minutes in the morning (e.g., 5:45 AM) and 30 minutes in the evening (e.g., 4:30 PM), with eyes closed and free from external distractions.
  2. Anchor the mind by being aware of each in-breath and out-breath, bringing focus back to the body and present moment.
  3. During meditation, quietly scan the body, listen to arising thoughts and feelings without judgment, and offer presence and care to one's inner suffering or 'wounded child.'
  4. Extend awareness to everyday tasks like driving, cooking, or working, preventing the mind from automatically roaming to negative thoughts or past events, and allowing for conscious responses.
1968
Sister D's birth year Born in Vietnam during the war.
8 years old
Age when grandmother advised her to become a nun Part of a three-part advice.
3 weeks
Time before partner's death Sister D met Thich Nhat Hanh Met the Plum Village community at a retreat.
3 months
Time after partner's death Sister D became an aspirant Decision to pursue a spiritual life.
8 months
Time after partner's death Sister D ordained as a nun Became a nun in the Plum Village tradition.
21 years
Duration Sister D has been a nun At the time of the interview.
9 years old
Age when Sister D experienced sexual abuse From her uncle, while living in Saigon.
12 years old
Age when Sister D's mother disappeared Mother went to the market and never returned.
Almost 17 years old
Age when Sister D and brother came to the U.S. As Amerasian children, sponsored by the U.S. government.
5
Number of foster homes Sister D's brother lived in Due to difficulties in finding a suitable home.
3
Number of foster homes Sister D lived in Due to difficulties in finding a suitable home.
50 years old
Sister D's age at the time of the interview Reflecting on her life journey.
31 years old
Sister D's age when she began her spiritual practice After her partner's death.
5, 8, 10 hours
Typical daily time spent in front of a screen Mentioned as a contrast to time for self-care.
600 breaths
Approximate number of mindful breaths during meditation Sister D's current capacity during a 45-minute sitting meditation, compared to 1-2 when she started.
1975
Year of the fall of Saigon When Americans left Vietnam, leading to turmoil.
40-some years
Time elapsed since the fall of Saigon Used to draw parallels with current events in Afghanistan.