This Episode Will Make You Stronger | Sister Dang Nghiem

May 31, 2023 Episode Page ↗
Overview

Guest Sister Dang Nghiem (Sister D), a nun in the Plum Village tradition, shares her extraordinary story of overcoming immense loss and trauma. She then guides listeners through The Five Strengths of Applied Zen Buddhism: trust, diligence, mindfulness, concentration, and insight, offering concrete practices for resilience and healing.

At a Glance
16 Insights
59m 34s Duration
15 Topics
6 Concepts

Deep Dive Analysis

Introduction to Sister D and the Five Strengths of Buddhism

Sister D's Personal Journey to Becoming a Nun

The Role of Past Trauma and Suffering in Sister D's Life

Childhood Experiences: War, Abandonment, and Sexual Abuse

Meditation as Stopping and Deep Looking for Healing

Transforming Trauma and Undoing Negative Neural Pathways

The First Strength: Cultivating Trust After Trauma

Mindfulness Practices to Build Self-Trust

The Second Strength: Right Diligence and Mindful Investment of Energy

Undoing Reactive Coping Mechanisms from Past Experiences

The Third Strength: Mindfulness as 'Now Mind'

The Fourth Strength: Concentration as Sustained Awareness

The Fifth Strength: Insight and Understanding Interbeing

Applying the Five Strengths to Societal Healing and Preventing History's Repetition

Embracing '10% Happier' for Personal and Global Well-being

Interbeing

A Buddhist teaching meaning 'this is because that is,' highlighting the interconnectedness of all things. It suggests that individuals, like victims and perpetrators, exist within each other and are not separate entities.

Stopping (Meditation Wing)

One of the two wings of meditation, referring to the practice of halting the mind's tendency to run to the past or future. It involves anchoring the mind in the present moment, preventing it from getting lost in imagination, ambition, or past events.

Deep Looking (Meditation Wing)

The other wing of meditation, which involves seeing reality as it truly is and living as deeply as possible in the here and now. This practice helps individuals perceive their current situation without reacting through the lens of past victimhood.

Soulmate (Vietnamese meaning)

Derived from the Vietnamese words 'Ghi kỳ,' meaning 'who remembers, who knows, who takes good care of herself, who masters her, his, their feelings and thoughts and suffering.' Sister D applies this to the concept of being one's own soulmate through self-care and self-awareness.

Now Mind

The literal meaning of the Chinese character for mindfulness, representing the mind or heart that is fully present in the 'now.' It signifies a state of awareness that knows what is happening in one's body, thoughts, and feelings, enabling responses from the present rather than the past or future.

Concentration (Buddhist Strength)

The fourth of the Five Strengths, defined as sustained awareness. It is likened to stringing many beads of mindfulness together, forming a continuous focus that allows one to deeply understand and 'pierce through' complex realities.

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How did Sister D decide to become a Buddhist nun after being a doctor?

Sister D decided to become a nun after her partner died suddenly, which made her realize that despite her successful career, she was still deeply suffering from past traumas. A prior encounter with mindfulness practice gave her hope that a spiritual life could help her cultivate peace and heal.

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What does it mean to 'take care of yourself' through meditation?

Taking care of oneself through meditation means learning to stop the mind from constantly dwelling on the past or future, and instead practicing 'deep looking' to see reality as it is in the present moment. This allows one to address their suffering directly and respond to situations from a place of clarity rather than past trauma.

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How can one cultivate trust through mindfulness, especially after experiencing trauma?

Trust is cultivated by consistently returning to the breath and body in the present moment, even amidst pain or sadness. This practice helps one gain confidence that they can be present for themselves, tend to their own suffering, and ultimately develop self-love and self-care.

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What is 'right diligence' in the context of Zen Buddhism?

Right diligence means consciously investing one's time and energy in activities that foster understanding, empathy, healing, and transformation. It involves choosing to quiet the mind and check in with oneself, rather than constantly seeking distractions or allowing the mind to wander unchecked.

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How does mindfulness help in daily interactions and preventing reactivity?

Mindfulness, or 'now mind,' allows one to be fully aware of their thoughts and feelings in the present moment. This awareness helps to recognize when past triggers are influencing reactions, enabling a conscious choice to respond appropriately and fairly to people and situations, rather than reacting automatically through the lens of past experiences.

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What is the relationship between mindfulness and concentration?

Mindfulness is like individual beads of awareness, being present for a single moment or sensation. Concentration is the sustained awareness that results from stringing many of these mindful moments together, allowing for a deeper, more focused understanding, much like a magnifying glass concentrating light.

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How does insight help in healing past traumas and societal issues?

Insight, gained through concentration, helps one see the interconnectedness of all beings and situations, fostering empathy for everyone involved in suffering. This understanding allows individuals to release harmful views like hatred and blame, promoting love and compassion, and preventing the repetition of negative historical patterns both personally and societally.

1. Cultivate Self-Trust Through Mindfulness

Practice mindful breathing by being aware of your in-breath and out-breath, moment to moment. This trains your mind to return to your body and present experience, cultivating trust in your ability to be present for yourself and tend to your inner experiences like pain or sadness.

2. Practice Daily Sitting Meditation

Engage in formal sitting meditation daily, such as 45 minutes in the morning and 30 minutes in the evening, in a quiet, stable posture with eyes closed. This practice helps you be still, listen to your thoughts without being swept away, and be present for your inner self and any suffering.

3. Extend Mindfulness Throughout Day

Integrate mindfulness into daily activities like driving, cooking, or working by consciously bringing your mind back to the present moment and your breath. This prevents your mind from roaming unchecked, reducing negative thinking, anger, or reactivity.

4. Practice Right Diligence

Invest your time and energy in something that will bring understanding, empathy, healing, and transformation. Use moments of waiting (e.g., for a phone call) to check in with your body and quiet your mind instead of distracting yourself with screens.

5. Develop a “Now Mind”

Cultivate a “now mind” by being fully present in the here and now, aware of what’s happening in your body, thoughts, and feelings. This enables you to respond appropriately to situations from a place of clarity, rather than reacting through the lens of past experiences.

6. Focus on One Task

Practice doing one thing at a time with full awareness, recognizing that multitasking is a myth that leads to mistakes and lack of attentiveness. This allows for greater presence and effectiveness in your actions.

7. Build Concentration for Insight

Develop concentration by sustaining your awareness on a single point, like your breath, over time. This sustained focus acts as an energy that helps you “pierce through” and deeply understand complex situations or personal suffering.

8. Cultivate Insight, Release Hatred

Use concentration to look deeply into your experiences, gaining empathy and understanding for all involved, including those who may have caused suffering. This insight helps to burn away “wrong views” like self-blame, hatred, or the belief that suffering is punishment, replacing them with love and compassion.

9. Stop Running From Suffering

Learn to stop running away from difficult emotions, conflicts, or traumas in your mind, speech, and bodily actions. Instead, dwell stably with clarity in the present moment and turn towards your suffering, tending to it tenderly and lovingly like a wound.

10. Be Your Own Soulmate

Learn to “remember, know, and take good care of yourself” by mastering your feelings, thoughts, and suffering. This involves listening to your inner child or wounded self and offering presence and compassion, rather than pushing away comfort or curling up with sadness.

11. Undo Negative Habits

Actively work to undo accumulated negative habits and neural pathways that perpetuate suffering, such as pulling hair, biting nails, negative self-talk, or frequent nightmares. Through consistent practice, you can transform these patterns and prevent self-inflicted suffering.

12. Respond, Don’t React

When you notice a negative thought or immediate judgment arising towards someone or a situation, recognize it, breathe, smile, and relax your body. This allows you to respond fairly and appropriately, rather than reacting defensively through the lens of past triggers.

13. Recognize Interbeing of All

Understand that the victim and the perpetrator are interconnected, with a nature of interbeing where “you are in me and I am in you.” This perspective helps to release fear and judgment, fostering empathy and preventing the perpetuation of suffering.

14. Avoid Unmindful Consumption

Be mindful of your consumption habits, as running away from difficulties or pretending they aren’t there can cause wounds to fester. Instead of allowing unmindful consumption (e.g., distractions) to worsen your inner state, actively tend to your wounds.

15. Send Love and Kindness

Consciously send love and kindness to yourself, your body, thoughts, and feelings, and look at others with understanding and compassion. This practice contributes to being “10% happier and healthier” in each moment, fostering a state where you naturally care for others and the world.

16. Learn From History

Stop and look deeply, both individually and collectively, at past events and their consequences, such as war or retaliation. By understanding these lessons, you can avoid repeating negative patterns and instead foster better care for the human family and the planet.

Time alone doesn't heal us. Because I've lived this life. Now I'm 50 years old. But when I came to the practice, I was already 31. I was more traumatized than when I was nine years old.

Sister D

Wherever you go, there you are. Wherever we go, there we are. We end up rehearsing it all over again. The situation ends up manifesting itself in our life again and again. And the wound worsens. It doesn't heal by itself.

Sister D

Multitasking is a myth. Your brain cannot do two things at once. So it does this and it jumps back to B. It goes from A to B and B back to A and A to C and C to D and back to B. You see, it just jumps. And so it's never really attentive to anything.

Sister D

History repeats itself again and again. Because we have not learned to stop and look deeply, individually and collectively, and we need to do that.

Sister D

When we're miserable, who cares about other people, right? You want to do damage. You want to revenge. You want to hurt. You don't care. But, you know, the moment you feel happier and lighter and more peaceful, you just care.

Sister D

Daily Mindfulness Practice

Sister D
  1. Engage in formal sitting meditation for 45 minutes in the morning and 30 minutes in the evening.
  2. During formal meditation, close your eyes to minimize visual distractions and sit quietly without external stimuli like music or conversation.
  3. Maintain a stable body posture and bring your mind back to your body, breath, and any arising thoughts or feelings.
  4. Scan through your breathing and body, allowing everything to quiet down, and listen to your thoughts without being swept away or running from them, observing them like a third person.
  5. Extend mindfulness throughout your day by being aware of your breath, body, and steps while performing daily activities like driving, cooking, or working.
  6. When negative thoughts or triggers arise, recognize them, breathe, smile, and relax your body to respond consciously rather than reacting automatically in self-defense.
8 years old
Age Sister D's grandmother gave her advice When she was told to take care of her brother, get higher education, and become a nun.
1968
Year Sister D was born During the Vietnam War, at the height of the Tet Offensive.
9 years old
Age Sister D was sexually abused By her uncle in Saigon.
12 years old
Age Sister D's mother disappeared She went to the market and never returned.
Almost 17 years old
Age Sister D came to the US With her brother as Amerasian children.
3 homes
Number of foster homes Sister D lived in Her brother lived in 5 different homes.
31 years old
Age Sister D was when she started practice After her partner died.
3 months
Time between partner's death and becoming an aspirant To the Plum Village community.
8 months
Time between partner's death and ordination Becoming a nun.
21 years
Duration Sister D has been a nun At the time of the original recording.
600 breaths
Estimated breaths during a 45-minute sitting meditation For Sister D after 21 years of practice.
1975
Year of the fall of Saigon When Americans left Vietnam.