Meditation and Enlightenment (with Jeremy Stevenson)

Oct 13, 2020 Episode Page ↗
Overview

Spencer Greenberg speaks with Jeremy Stevenson about his extensive meditation journey, exploring various definitions of meditation, mindfulness, and enlightenment. They discuss Jeremy's profound experiences, the challenges of intensive retreats, and their collaborative project to map meditation techniques, skills, and insights.

At a Glance
18 Insights
1h 59m Duration
18 Topics
10 Concepts

Deep Dive Analysis

Jeremy's Introduction to Meditation and First Retreat

Defining Mindfulness: Equanimity and Meta-Awareness

Understanding Compassion and Compassion Meditation

The Pursuit of Unconditional Wellbeing through Meditation

Exploring the Theravada Path to Enlightenment: Stages and Dark Night

Goenka Vipassana Retreat: Concentration and Body Scan Techniques

Distinction Between Meditation Technique, Skill, and Insight

The Insight of Dukkha (Unsatisfactoriness) and its Therapeutic Impact

Experiences on a Month-Long Retreat: Bliss and Self-Loss

The Nature of Being Lost in Thought and its Effects

Stream Entry: The First Major Stage of Buddhist Enlightenment

Skepticism Regarding Specificity of Enlightenment Stages

Meditation's Connection to Religion and Secular Practice

A General Definition of Meditation and Diverse Skills

Post-Profound Experience: Indifference vs. Equanimity

Benefits of Impermanence Insight for Emotion Regulation

Exploring Non-Dual Mindfulness and its Challenges

Different Models and Perspectives on Enlightenment

Mindfulness

Mindfulness is defined by two components: an attitude of equanimity, meaning equal acceptance of pleasant, unpleasant, and neutral experiences without craving or aversion, and meta-awareness, which is being aware of what you're aware of or knowing what you're doing.

Compassion

Compassion is the desire for another conscious creature to feel better or to have their suffering reduced, often including a motivational component to act on that desire. It is distinguished from empathy because compassion intrinsically feels good, whereas empathy involves feeling what the other person is feeling.

Meditation Technique

A meditation technique is something a practitioner can realistically do right now, involving their focus, thoughts, or attitude, which may or may not lead to an intended outcome. It is a specific method or practice that one engages in.

Meditation Skill

A meditation skill is the ability to reliably produce an intended outcome by engaging in a specific meditation technique. For example, the skill might be reliably eliciting a state of compassion through the technique of repeating compassionate phrases.

Meditation Insight

Meditation insights are important, non-conceptual truths learned about the human mind, one's own mind, or the nature of reality that people are not usually aware of. These are fundamental realizations that can permeate one's understanding beyond mere intellectual grasp.

Impermanence (Buddhist Insight)

Impermanence is a Buddhist insight, often a non-conceptual perception, that everything is always changing, including every conscious experience. In its extreme form, it suggests that every conscious experience is unsatisfactory by its very nature, even blissful states, due to inherent imperfection.

Dukkha Nanas (Dark Night)

The Dukkha Nanas are a series of stages in the Theravada path to enlightenment, often referred to as the 'Dark Night.' These stages are characterized by potentially terrifying experiences of fear, misery, disgust, and a dissolution of the feeling of self, leading meditators to feel tempted to stop practicing.

Dissociation

Dissociation is a feeling of not feeling like one's self or not feeling like a separate self in the conventional sense, or a sense of disconnection from oneself or reality. It can manifest as feeling like the world isn't real, or being outside of one's own body, and can be a common and scary experience during intense meditation.

Stream Entry

Stream Entry is the first of four major stages of enlightenment in the Theravada Buddhist model, achieved after cycling through 16 sub-stages and a 'cessation' experience where all contents of consciousness disappear. It is marked by specific permanent psychological changes: losing the belief in a separate and unchanging self, losing the belief that rites and rituals are necessary for purification, and losing any doubt in the spiritual path.

Non-Dual Mindfulness

Non-dual mindfulness is a meditation approach that aims to recognize the mind's inherent selfless nature and intrinsic wellbeing, rather than cultivating a state. It posits that consciousness at its most basic level is undivided between subject and object, and is separate from its contents, like the sky is separate from the clouds, and that this recognition brings profound relief.

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What is a good working definition of meditation?

Meditation is defined as a type of mental training that involves focused and repetitious cognitive engagement in a method, primarily cognitive but with behavioral components, done to cultivate certain mental skills and achieve desirable mental outcomes.

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How is mindfulness typically defined in meditation?

Mindfulness is defined by two core components: an attitude of equanimity (equal acceptance of all experiences without craving or aversion) and meta-awareness (being aware of what you are aware of or knowing what you are doing).

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What is compassion meditation and how is it practiced?

Compassion meditation aims to elicit a state of compassion, defined as the desire for another conscious creature to feel better or have their suffering reduced. It's commonly practiced by repeating compassionate phrases or by imagining loved ones and extending that feeling to others.

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What is the 'Dark Night' experience in meditation?

The 'Dark Night' refers to a series of stages (Dukkha Nanas) in the Theravada path to enlightenment, characterized by potentially terrifying experiences of fear, misery, disgust, and a dissolution of the feeling of self, which can tempt practitioners to stop meditating.

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What is dissociation and how does it relate to meditation?

Dissociation is a feeling of not being one's self, not feeling like a separate self, or a sense of disconnection from oneself or reality. It can be a common and scary experience during intense meditation, particularly in the 'Dark Night' stages, where one might feel like the world isn't real or they are out of their body.

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What is 'Stream Entry' in the context of Buddhist enlightenment?

Stream Entry is the first of four major stages of enlightenment in the Theravada model, achieved after 16 sub-stages and a 'cessation' experience. It involves permanent psychological changes, including losing the belief in a separate self, the necessity of rituals for purification, and doubt in the spiritual path.

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How does meditation connect with religion and spirituality?

While many meditation traditions are rooted in religious or spiritual beliefs, particularly in Southeast Asia, many secular organizations in the West teach techniques without imposing religious beliefs. It's possible to fully extract the techniques from religious contexts, though some traditions may still include religious claims in talks.

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What is the distinction between a meditation technique, skill, and insight?

A technique is something you do (e.g., repeating phrases); a skill is the ability to reliably produce an intended outcome from a technique (e.g., reliably feeling compassion); an insight is a non-conceptual truth learned about the mind or reality (e.g., compassion feels good).

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What is the Buddhist insight of Dukkha or unsatisfactoriness?

Dukkha, or unsatisfactoriness, is a Buddhist insight claiming that every conscious experience, even blissful ones, is inherently imperfect or has an element that feels 'off' or 'bad' if one pays close enough attention. This insight can motivate further meditation and reduce envy of others.

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What is non-dual mindfulness?

Non-dual mindfulness is a practice aimed at recognizing the mind's inherent selfless nature and intrinsic wellbeing, where consciousness is viewed as undivided and separate from its contents, like the sky is separate from the clouds. The goal is to glimpse this inherent state of awareness, which is said to bring profound relief.

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What are the different models of enlightenment?

Three models are discussed: the Theravada four-stage model (permanent changes after cessation), the non-dual model (temporary glimpses of inherent awareness that can become stable), and a permanent model without cessation (sudden self-transcendent experience often preceded by fear of death, leading to lasting change).

1. Undertake Intensive Meditation Retreats

Participate in long, intensive meditation retreats (e.g., one month, 8-12 hours daily) where external distractions are removed. This immersive practice can lead to profound insights, reduced self-consciousness, and significant, lasting reductions in personal suffering.

2. Cultivate Unconditional Wellbeing

Actively pursue an alternative source of wellbeing that is not dependent on external circumstances or achievements. By cultivating this through meditation, you can find joy in basic activities and feel good for no external reason.

3. Explore Non-Dual Selflessness

Engage in non-dual meditation techniques, such as ’looking for the self’ to find only activity, or the ‘headless way’ (recognizing you cannot see your own head). The aim is to recognize the mind’s inherent selfless nature and access an unconditional source of wellbeing, distinct from the contents of consciousness.

4. Observe Impermanence for Emotion Regulation

Pay close attention to the transient nature of all experiences, particularly negative emotions, noticing how quickly they arise and pass away. This practice can reduce the perceived longevity of negative feelings, enabling more skillful emotion regulation and reducing suffering.

5. Recognize Inherent Unsatisfactoriness (Dukkha)

Cultivate an awareness that every conscious experience, even blissful ones, contains an element of unsatisfactoriness or imperfection. This insight can reduce envy by revealing shared human struggles and motivate deeper self-exploration through meditation.

6. Minimize Time Lost in Thought

Consciously reduce the amount of time you spend lost in thought. Recognizing that a majority of thoughts are often negative or neutral can provide motivation to lessen this habit, thereby improving overall wellbeing.

7. Practice Compassion Meditation

To cultivate compassion, repeat phrases like ‘May you be happy, may you be free from suffering,’ or imagine someone you love and extend that feeling to others, including strangers and those you dislike. This practice intrinsically feels good and offers a unique source of wellbeing.

8. Cultivate Equanimity & Meta-awareness

Practice mindfulness by developing equanimity—accepting all experiences (pleasant, unpleasant, neutral) without craving or aversion—and meta-awareness, which is being aware of your own awareness. This goes beyond simple presence and helps maintain a balanced mental state.

9. Apply Global Mental Noting

Practice mental noting by assigning a label to every primary experience that arises in your awareness, whether it’s a physical sensation, a thought, a sound, or an emotion like boredom. This technique fosters meta-awareness and can make any experience an object of interesting observation.

10. Label Thoughts for Distance

When thoughts arise, label them (e.g., ‘planning,’ ‘worrying’) to create distance from them. This technique, derived from Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, can help you feel separate from your thoughts and achieve a sense of calm.

11. Enhance Pleasure Through Presence

Pay close, present attention to everyday activities, such as eating. This practice can significantly amplify the pleasure derived from simple experiences, making them more enjoyable.

12. View Meditation as Techniques

Approach meditation as a collection of psychological techniques rather than a rigid tradition. This allows for flexibility in exploring and combining methods to efficiently achieve personal goals, avoiding dogmatic viewpoints.

13. View Meditation as Diverse Training

Understand meditation as a broad form of mental training involving focused, repetitive cognitive engagement to cultivate various mental skills. This perspective highlights the vast array of techniques available, from attention control to emotion regulation, allowing for a more tailored and effective practice.

14. Observe Mind’s Interdependence

Pay close attention to your mind to notice the causal relationships between thoughts, feelings, and behaviors. This insight, similar to Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, reveals how internal experiences influence each other.

15. Embrace Fear in Meditation

If you encounter scary or destabilizing experiences during meditation, embrace the fear and continue the practice, ideally with a teacher’s guidance. These are often signs of mental shifts and can lead to profound insights when navigated without resistance.

16. Practice Body Scan for Equanimity

After focusing on the breath, practice a body scan by slowly moving your attention across your body, noticing all physical sensations (e.g., tightness, tingling) without judgment or attachment. This Goenka Vipassana technique cultivates equanimity towards all bodily experiences.

17. Distinguish Meditation Goals

Maintain a broad, long-term goal for your meditation practice (e.g., wellbeing, insight), but avoid having specific short-term goals for what should happen in the present moment. This approach prevents frustration and allows for authentic experience during practice.

18. Be Skeptical of Rigid Enlightenment Models

Approach highly specific, multi-stage models of enlightenment with a degree of skepticism. While insights are valuable, rigid adherence to dogmatic, unfalsifiable claims about predictable stages may not align with individual experience and can be counterproductive.

I kind of categorized your style of work as non bullshit self help. In contrast to all the bullshit self help. Because it's like it's actually got substance and it's got concrete take home points.

Jeremy

It's that insight that it's not just what we're paying attention to, you know, like pleasant physical sensations. It's how we're paying attention that can feel good in itself and can change the content of experience as well.

Jeremy

I would hypothesize that the vast majority of people would have something a bit scary happen.

Jeremy

You're messing or you're tinkering with this like fundamental machinery of your mind, you know, like foundational perceptions of the way things are like self-dead world out there and things are bound to get shaken up and it's, and it's going to be scary when, when, especially the first time it happens, it's going to be scary, but hopefully you get used to these experiences as you get more, more experience.

Jeremy

If you define distraction as a single moment of the object you're trying to focus on, then I don't think it's possible to go more than like a microsecond because I think, I think our attention is so rapidly changing that it, even if it's just a quick microsecond, it's just going to glance off the object and then come back.

Jeremy

I think this is the happiest moment of my life.

Jeremy

Most of the time being lost in thought is not going to be an experience that makes you feel good.

Jeremy

I just feel like there's, there's a level of self-consciousness that has reduced a huge amount.

Jeremy

I think my suffering on average has reduced by 60%.

Jeremy

The premise of what you're trying to do is you're trying to recognize the way that your mind always already is. So you're not trying to cultivate a state. You're just trying to recognize something that is already there.

Jeremy

Goenka Vipassana Body Scan

Goenka (described by Jeremy)
  1. Start by focusing on physical sensations at the top of your head.
  2. Pay attention to whatever sensations are present, emphasizing equanimity (not grasping at pleasant sensations or pushing away unpleasant ones).
  3. Slowly move your attention down one arm, then the other, through the body.
  4. Come straight back up, scanning through the body.
  5. For advanced practice, progress to a 'sweeping technique' where you scan through the whole body quickly.

Mental Noting (Patrick Kearney's style)

Patrick Kearney (described by Jeremy)
  1. Choose the level of label you want to use (e.g., a broad label like 'boredom' or more detailed associated experiences like 'dullness' or 'heaviness').
  2. Whatever is the primary object of your attention (e.g., boredom, physical sensations, thoughts, sounds), assign a label to it.
  3. Repeat the label internally (e.g., 'boredom, boredom, boredom').
  4. Allow your attention to jump to whatever is primary next and label that, creating a meta-awareness of whatever you are aware of.
2-3 weeks
Duration of benefits from Jeremy's first meditation retreat After a five-day Tibetan Buddhist retreat where he used his own labeling technique.
3 months
Duration of benefits from Goenka Vipassana retreat After a 10-day retreat focusing on concentration and body scans.
12 hours
Daily formal meditation hours during Goenka retreat Practitioners are encouraged to maintain mindfulness during other waking activities as well.
8 hours or more
Daily formal meditation hours during Patrick Kearney retreat This retreat was more flexible, allowing sleep when needed.
2-3%
Success rate for achieving Stream Entry in 3-month retreats Reported by an academic article and a meditation teacher, considered 'crazy low'.
90% or more
Estimated percentage of Jeremy's thoughts that are negative or neutral His own subjective estimate when paying close attention to his mental content.
43%
Percentage of people reporting 'good or happy' as their most common waking state (Twitter survey) Based on a Twitter survey of 175 people, reflecting on their random waking moments.
27%
Percentage of people reporting 'tired or sleepy' as their most common waking state (Twitter survey) Based on a Twitter survey of 175 people, reflecting on their random waking moments.
23%
Percentage of people reporting 'anxious or stressed' as their most common waking state (Twitter survey) Based on a Twitter survey of 175 people, reflecting on their random waking moments.
6%
Percentage of people reporting 'bad, but not tired or anxious' as their most common waking state (Twitter survey) Based on a Twitter survey of 175 people, reflecting on their random waking moments.
2 seconds
Duration of Jeremy's profound self-loss and boundary collapse experience Occurred during a month-long retreat, leading to a feeling of immense burden lifted.
60%
Estimated reduction in Jeremy's average suffering after a profound retreat experience His own subjective estimate, attributing it to significant psychological changes since the event.
almost 2 years
Time elapsed since Jeremy's profound self-loss experience The duration over which he has observed lasting psychological changes.